The Bird in the Waterfall

Hello, my dear readers.  I had the hardest time coming up with today’s topic.  I’ve also been having a rough time fighting a migraine and just stress in general.  Really, I feel like my life has gotten busier and busier and all the things I need to do and all the revelations and self-awareness that […]

Executive Function Dysfunction

A very good evening to you!  I’m doing much better today, for those wondering.  Today,  I was going to go through Executive Function skills and say what I’ve been doing to help myself get better at doing those things.  Tip: The sooner you find a system that works for you, start doing it so it […]

Midnight Musings

I’m 25 years old and I can’t think of a single romantic relationship that I’ve had where I wasn’t taken advantage of or abused.  From when I was 11 with my first girlfriend to last August with Exacerbating Ex, I’ve been used, abused, and tossed aside when it became apparent that I’m not going to […]

Testing: Day 1-Formidable Forms

Ahoy me mateys!  Today was the first day of testing, which basically meant forms, questions, and more forms.  Fun fact: I am shit at eye contact and sitting still for more than 10 minutes.  More funner fact: I’m pretty sure that Argon, the Autism specialist doing my testing, is on the spectrum as well.  Because […]

Body Dysmorphia Revelations

Hey, yeah, this is just something that is seriously bothering the fuck out of me right now.  So, as most of you probably know by now, I have an eating disorder.  It’s EDNOS or whatever the fuck it’s called now.  I restrict and I purge and rarely do I binge and if I do it’s […]

Avoiding Avoidance

Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again, my cyber-brothers and cyber-sisters.  Tomorrow is the day I finally start to get this retesting thing going.  Why retesting?  Because maybe I’m not really Autistic and you are all figments of some grand paranoid delusion starring other mentally ill persons and a very needy cat.  Or, […]

The Importance of Now

Greetings, my friends.  How are you today?  I am exhausted.  Last night, there was a thunderstorm and the power kept going out.  I’m scared of the dark and only had a poor flashlight and the screens of various electronic devices to keep the darkness at bay.  It was shit.  Then today, it was so fucking […]