Hey, guess what! I almost had a total shut down in the car on the way home, but I managed to force myself not to. It was very hard and I doubt this is something that is even healthy to do.
I feel like I’m on the verge but I just can’t calm down enough to go back to zero on my scale. Neither can I seem to force myself to get rid of all this pent up energy. It’s kind of like feeling too full but not really. I don’t like it.
Then again, I also had a minor asthma attack today, so I could just be weird because of that. I don’t know. I’m exhausted and just want to go to bed. I thought I’d let you all know that I survived another day and that tomorrow I meet with my psychiatrist and I’m going to ask her about some other medications or something and I’m really hating everything again because I just want to chill out.
I haven’t done my night dental routine this week at all. Maybe if I do that, I’ll calm down a bit. Thanks for listening.
-The Sarcastic Autist