Hey guys and gals and everyone in-between. I printed out yesterday’s post and I’m going to talk to Charon about it on Monday because it’s something that bothers me and I think I should work on that.
I don’t feel like I have much to say today. I feel emotionally drained and put out. I keep saying that I want to start dating again but I haven’t a clue how to and I’m also not sure that dating would be a good idea for me. Partially because I suffer from Kid Sister Syndrome, where most people view me as a kid sister of sorts. In other words, I’m immature and fun to hang around sometimes, but gods forbid dating me.
I want to curl up with my new Drop Bear plushie and read a book and just relax. Get my mental stuff in order, you know? Or go to sleep. Sleep sounds pretty good to me.
-The Sarcastic Autist
the sarcastic autist 
Are you wanting to date because you want to or because you feel you should? If it’s the latter, tell the world to fuck off. If it’s the first one… well all I can say about dating is this: If the person won’t respect your boundaries, don’t walk but RUN THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM. Seriously. Don’t put up with that shit. You truly do deserve to have your boundaries respected. Other than that, if the two of you are happy then it should be good.
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I want to date because I’m lonely and want a significant other to cuddle with.
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Sorry, just making sure you didn’t feel pressured into dating because of “everyone else is in a relationship” sort of thing.
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Oh no worries! I totally get that! Charon does that sort of double checking with me a lot too. I think it’s because I’m not so socially or emotionally smart and easily manipulated or made to think I should be one way.
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That’s not why I asked. I ask questions like that with my family too. I think it’s good to evaluate what is really in your heart once in awhile.
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Probably blood. Hopefully blood.
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I thinks for lonely it’s good start make a friend (also super hard) first and see if it can become something more. I cuddle with my friends.
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At this point I think having a friend that’s not on the computer would be nice. I’m kind of scared because people have been really mean to me and so I distance myself and I don’t like to go outside.
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And that’s ok me thinks. Me am scared of people to. Me has only made 1 friend that me was not living with or on the internet. I like outside when there is no people.
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I like people, I just don’t like the peopling part of people. you know?
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Yes me know
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