Okay, honestly, I’ve had an emotional roller coaster of a day and don’t feel like talking about it quite yet. I’m going to be calling Kuma-chan after I brush my teeth here in a minute.
I gave all 3 of those blog post print-outs to Charon but we only managed to sort of talk about one because I speak like a potato verbally sometimes. Hence why I liked the idea of printing them off in the first place.
The one we talked about was the Autism one. I gave her chocolates and a soda pop in case I made her cry. Gods damn, she reads slow. Of course, I say that as a person who reads really really fast. Insanely fast. Ridiculously insanely fast. She’s still faster than a lot of people that I know, so there’s that.
I got a little bit frustrated because I felt like I am able to say what I want and need when I’m typing but when I was speaking I couldn’t get the words to form right.
I also kind of wish I could take back the other two posts for right now. But I’m not going to.
Charon mentioned that I might not be graduating DBT quite yet. I didn’t ask for details why and I wish I did. I might on Wednesday because it’s bothering me. It’s one thing for me to think that I’m not doing well. It’s another to have someone else confirm it.
(Drop Bears. I have no idea what her reasoning is and I’m going to have to ask or I’ll just put myself into a shame spiral)
ANyway. I’m possibly going to eat another tortilla and call Kuma-chan.
-The Sarcastic Autist