one heck of a day

Okay, honestly, I’ve had an emotional roller coaster of a day and don’t feel like talking about it quite yet.  I’m going to be calling Kuma-chan after I brush my teeth here in a minute.

I gave all 3 of those blog post print-outs to Charon but we only managed to sort of talk about one because I speak like a potato verbally sometimes.  Hence why I liked the idea of printing them off in the first place.

The one we talked about was the Autism one.  I gave her chocolates and a soda pop in case I made her cry.  Gods damn, she reads slow.  Of course, I say that as a person who reads really really fast.  Insanely fast.  Ridiculously insanely fast.  She’s still faster than a lot of people that I know, so there’s that.

I got a little bit frustrated because I felt like I am able to say what I want and need when I’m typing but when I was speaking I couldn’t get the words to form right.

Anyway.

I also kind of wish I could take back the other two posts for right now.  But I’m not going to.

Charon mentioned that I might not be graduating DBT quite yet.  I didn’t ask for details why and I wish I did.  I might on Wednesday because it’s bothering me.  It’s one thing for me to think that I’m not doing well.  It’s another to have someone else confirm it.

(Drop Bears.  I have no idea what her reasoning is and I’m going to have to ask or I’ll just put myself into a shame spiral)

ANyway.  I’m possibly going to eat another tortilla and call Kuma-chan.

Night.

-The Sarcastic Autist

15 thoughts on “one heck of a day

  1. Just a shot in the dark here, but the last three posts covered a lot of emotional upheaval that suggests that you may still need to work through that maybe DBT can help you with. That’s just my thoughts but I haven’t been through DBT so I don’t know.

    In any case, be well. ❤

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  2. I’m hopes your feel better. Words can be really super hard. Will her maybe let you email? Or she can type questions for you and you can work on answers to bring in next time?

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