I ended up not really talking to Charon about much today. We talked a lot about books and I made her listen to the Raining Tacos song. Mostly because I was anxious as fuck and had gotten an unsettling text from my godmother about how she’s switching churches this morning. I had also gotten a […]
Hello! I woke up at the butt crack of dawn to go to church. It was a nice sermon and I enjoyed the peopling and the apple my godmother gifted me. I love Granny Smith Apples, they are my favourite. Also, they are the only ones I’ll eat. When I first started seeing my psychiatrist, […]
Hello, my lovely people! I know I’m in a bit of a rough spot right now and I thank you all for your patience. I am slowly getting back into working out and I really want to take a self defense class. I’m currently reading Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop […]
I feel like I’m going to throw up. I ate something wonky in my supper that my stomach doesn’t like. Maybe my tomato was bad or something, I dunno. I’m just checking in and saying that I’ll reply to y’all tomorrow. I have read your comments and want to thank you. However, I’m going to […]
Seriously, I’m all sorts of fucky right now. There is something wrong with me. I purged for the first time in months. There was no attempt at not doing, not really. I wish I could say I don’t know why I did it. That I could lie and pretend that this is the Number One […]
Hello! I put my enchiladas inside a taco shell. Why? Because I could. Also because I like crunchy things. I gave myself an asthma attack from laughing so hard earlier. I also ended up calling Kuma-chan because I was so upset that I have gained around 3lbs and you can tell because bloat. That is […]
Hello! I’m sorry I didn’t post yesterday. I was sleeping. I crashed shortly after I got home from seeing Charon and, with a few mini wake ups to take my meds and pee, I slept until around 11:00 am this morning. I feel sort of bad because my blogging has fallen to the wayside a […]
I didn’t always use to be this cynical. I used to be very open minded and willing to try anything and open to all points of view. Then I was with Exacerbating Ex and my time with her really fucked with me. No matter what my opinion of something was, it was wrong. My feelings […]
Trump. Gross. I’m sort of scared of the changes he’s already made.
I am between being extremely anxious about the scale being up, extremely concerned about the pelvic pain and swelling, and attempting to be Zen about it. I’m sure it’s just Shark Week stuff. I’m considering getting a full hysterectomy because I am so fucking sick of my female organs causing shit. It’s annoying and nerve […]
the sarcastic autist 