Wowzers, it says I have 75 followers! Thank you all! For those just tuning in, or tuning in just recently, I’ve been seriously depressed for a few weeks now. Prior, I blogged every day. It’s a way for me to process things. I am now a 26 year old nonbinary female person who is Autistic […]
All I fucking do is sleep and ignore people. Okay, I only ignore some people. Little bit of news on the dating front, I met this chick, who for the sake of this blog, I’m going to call Flapjack because she’s adorable as fuck and loves adventure as much as I do. We also both […]
Hey all. I am not really doing better. I am depressed. I’ve hardly left my bed unless I’ve had to. I feel so proud of myself right now because I ate a salad instead of junk food for the first time in I think over a week. I don’t know why I’m depressed. Maybe it’s […]
I haven’t forgotten about my blog. I’m a nervous anxious neurotic mess and can’t deal with shit right now.
I’m struggling right now. I’m wanting to quit and give up and make a pillow fort and just read for the rest of my miserable existence. I’m tired of feeling fat and feeling anxious all the time. I’m tired of getting so worked up and activated that I go nonverbal and can’t get words out. […]
Can any of you relate to feeling like an utter failure and piece of shit because that’s how you were treated growing up? (My birthday was fine, by the way. I was too overwhelmed to post yesterday.) I got some bags of chips and I portioned them out into little sandwich bags of 100 calories […]
There’s a song called “Raining Tacos” and it’s amazing and you should all go listen to it. I’d link to it but I’m being lazy. I didn’t read today. I did force myself to study my Japanese, but I hadn’t even touched THe Places That Scare You today. Instead, I cleaned out the fridge and […]
I can’t remember who I was talking to, probably Kuma-chan, that it seems that people on the Autism Spectrum tend to have more physical and mental illnesses than Neurotypical peoples. That said, I’m feeling nauseas and I’m thinking I ate something that I shouldn’t have. I probably just had too many grapes earlier. (I ate […]
OMG words. Okay, hello. Welcome. I am noisy in my head today. I had Physical Therapy and I am doing so much better that I was told I can start doing Yoga full on so long as there was no pain and I made sure to do all my exercises and stuff. I love being […]
the sarcastic autist 