I’m just popping on real quick. I just snapped at Flapjack for something small. Honestly, I got flustered and lashed out real quick. I immediately regretted and expressed remorse. It’s not something I really do anymore. I’ve gotten real good at getting in touch with my feelings and approaching things in an effective and healthy manner.
And it’s the second time within a week I’ve snapped at someone. I snapped at Charon on Monday too. That bothers me. Obviously I’m feeling pent up and angry about something. A lot of things.
Maybe it’s that disgusting house I grew up in and my current state of trying to move passed it. What are my stressors in life right now? What’s going on to make me change how I react?
Could also be because I am working on my eating disorder. That’s probably part of it.
I’m going to brush my teeth and go to bed. I don’t want to be awake and feeling gross and tainted.