Oh anxiety, how I hadn’t missed you.
Why am I anxious suddenly? I almost had a panic attack earlier. Deep breathing, mindfulness. It was panic, and not just from overloading of the senses. Genuine anxiety. Why? What was it that set me off?
I woke up after having so little sleep (went to bed around 2 and got up at 5:30). Morning routine of brushing teeth, wash face, put on clothes, coffee, oatmeal, piece of toast with soynut butter, meds, play games, study.
I had decided I was going to go for a walk today and take pictures for Flapjack and go to the library and go to the store on the way home.
I left too early and the library wasn’t open yet, so I went to the thrift shop and then I got a slushie from the gas station and then I went to the dollar store and got some cool and cheap stuff.
I went to the library when it opened and got some books and went to the store.
Came home, put everything away and peed. And changed my clothes because allergies. And I talked to Flapjack and Kuma-chan a bit and read before I finally passed out again around 2:30/3:00 and got up again at 6:00. (All PM.) Woke up sore as all heck
Dorked around, now I’m anxious again. Why am I anxious? I’m shaky I’m anxious.
-The Sarcastic Autist