lavenderandlevity just pointed out that I’ve been thinking of my PTSD and Autism ‘symptoms’ as having to be mutually exclusive to each other, when they could be an “and” instead of an “or”. I feel a bit silly for not having thought of that before, but I tend to think in black and white so […]
You know what’s fun about migraines? Nothing. Nothing is fun. I have taken copious amounts of medications for it. I’m wary of taking the new emergency one the doctor gave me because she only gave me 9 for 6 months and I’ve already taken 1. I was supposed to go to a thing today with […]
I’m supposed to be going to this festival thingy with a friend tomorrow and I’m not sure I will be able to because I can feel another migraine coming on. I also think I’m getting some sort of sickness because my chest feels like that cold painful feeling you get when you’ve been out running […]
Okay, I had the podiatrist this morning and I’m getting an MRI in a couple of weeks. I need to message my podiatrist and let her know that my insurance will cover custom inserts so that I can get that scheduled. I’ve been on the phone off and on the last few days with various […]
When I was at a coffee shop I frequent a few weeks ago, a man started chatting with me. My parents’ divorce came up and my dad’s subsequent disowning of me. When the guy asked me why, I told him it was because I am gay and that my dad said a lot of really […]
Okay, I met with an ARMHS worker the other day and one of the things we looked into was GRH stuff, which is Group Residential Housing. He pitched it as a really good idea. Well, I was looking at it and I saw that it was that program where you are stuck in what’s basically […]
Okay, I’ve been trying to think of what to write. I finished that book. I fucking hated it. I also met with Cybele, the gender therapist today. We briefly touched upon talking about the book. I told her I hate the book. We then talked about how I’m blaming the book for stuff instead of […]
I’ve decided I’m going to start a book club of sorts for The Body Keeps The Score. Partly because I told a few friends about it and, since it’s heavy reading, reading it together to process it might be more beneficial. Partly because if I have to suffer, so do others. It’s a very triggering book […]
Yo, you know what sucks? Migraines. Which I have one so I’m typing this on my phone since I don’t have to listen to the clack clack clack of the keys on my computer. I’m actually starting to think my migraines may be trauma related because there’s a lot of overlap with stress and flashbacks […]
Greetings! It’s been a while again. I don’t even remember when the last time I posted was. I really want to get back into the habit since it helped me process stuff easier. Okay, wow, it’s been since August. I also noticed I hadn’t checked my email in ages and I had a few that […]
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