Out Of It

I been tired all day.  I haven’t accomplished much, but I did read over half a book and I went to the grocer’s and I managed to not do anything stupid, so there’s that.

I’m trying to mentally prepare myself for tomorrow.  I really don’t know why I volunteered to go to church.  I wouldn’t mind it so much if it was the church I am used to, but it is not.  It is some weird, random church.  I’m extremely anxious about it.

I dunno.  I’m pretty out of it today.  Like, probably a bit dissociative.  It’s been a slow process of doing that.  I’ve been having to try harder to be mindful and be present and not be spacey.  It’s bothering me a bit.  I’m not sure what to do about it.  I refuse to go back on medications.

-The Sarcastic Autist

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