I been tired all day. I haven’t accomplished much, but I did read over half a book and I went to the grocer’s and I managed to not do anything stupid, so there’s that.
I’m trying to mentally prepare myself for tomorrow. I really don’t know why I volunteered to go to church. I wouldn’t mind it so much if it was the church I am used to, but it is not. It is some weird, random church. I’m extremely anxious about it.
I dunno. I’m pretty out of it today. Like, probably a bit dissociative. It’s been a slow process of doing that. I’ve been having to try harder to be mindful and be present and not be spacey. It’s bothering me a bit. I’m not sure what to do about it. I refuse to go back on medications.
-The Sarcastic Autist