Feeling Isolated and Alone

Hello, I don’t have much to write today.  I’m going to let you all know that the book club forum for The Body Keeps the Score is open for registration.  You can still join after registration closes, I’m not that much of a jerk.  I just want to have a start date of Friday, October 19th to start talking about the book.  It’s been a slow start to get people signed up and not everyone who said they would has and I’m sick of waiting.

I didn’t do much.  I did homework and I got my stuff ready for tomorrow.  I think I pulled a muscle looking for one of my hats.

I’m kind of sad because I was listening to music as I was doing dishes and felt very alone.  I’m in Small Town, USA, where there are 5 churches and 6 bars and no safe places for the queer community, especially if you are an adult.  Add that to the Autism and being Pagan and barely white passing, you have a nice little recipe for isolation and fear.  I just want someone who isn’t my therapist and isn’t online to talk to about this stuff.  Correction, I want someone who isn’t my therapist and isn’t online and isn’t going to tell me I’m going to hell or that I need to pray to Jesus or some bullshit to talk to.

I think I’m still carrying the negativity from that church the other week.  I need to let that shit go.  And talk to Charon about it because it’s clearly affecting me more than I thought it would.

-The Sarcastic Autist

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