Okay, so let’s talk about how much I suck at reading people. I suck at reading people. I really, really, truly do. Probably because Autism. I’m going to tell Charon that this is something I really want to work on because I need to. I don’t know how to act and that bothers me. We talked a bit about body language and facial expressions yesterday in group and I was really confused and when I get confused like that because something is so far out of my grasp of understanding I get a bit frustrated and want to cry.
On happier notes, I’m enjoying having the next few days off of doing anything super important. I have reading I’m catching up on. I’ve a few movies I want to watch before the month is out, as well.
Next Monday I have a really long day. I have Charon from 2-3 and then Cybele from 4-5. I have to ride the tram from Charon’s office to Cybele’s office and back again. I’m getting picked up between 12-1 to get there and I won’t get home until around 7. I’m not sure if I’m going to pack a snack or buy lunch somewhere or just wing it. I might just wing it and see what happens. It’s going to be a really long day. I will have to make sure I have books.
I’m actually reading a book called Unbound: Transgender Men and the Remaking of Identity . I just started reading it, but it made me cry because sometimes it’s hard for me to know and believe that there are other people out there who have the same struggles as me. Starting to get my Tribe Vibe on.
-The Sarcastic Autist
PS, just realized ‘Tribe Vibe’ could be construed sexually, buttfuckit, I’m leaving it because I like it.