Tomorrow is the anniversary. I don’t know how I’m feeling except bad. And I feel bad that I feel bad. I’m just trying not to think about it much. I have Dungeons and Dragons and I have to do laundry and I’m going to do my best not to let it run my day. I […]
I’m watching Orphan Black and I’m going “please be gay please be gay please be gay”. It would make me very happy if she was gay. I woke up later than I meant to today. I had to go to the store and it snowed last night and snowed a bit more today. I needed […]
Watching Orphan Black. Also pierced my tongue and lip today. I’m in pain for that. I’m kinda meh on most things right now because of everything with the endometriosis and probably needing surgery soon and trying to wrap my mind around that. I want ice cream.
I hope you all had a chance to vote this election! Getting out and voting is important if you are legally allowed to vote (in other words, not a felon). I did an absentee ballot and found that was easier because I was able to take my time and do research on who I wanted […]
Charon will be out next week. That’s okay. It gives me time to think about how to talk to her about what we talked about today. She asked if I feel safe at home with my mum. Emotionally, she says. Obviously, the answer is no, but I’m afraid if I tell her that that she’ll […]
I had the trans support group yesterday. I participated more and more people used my pronouns. A couple people used he instead and I’m okay with that. I got offers from some of them to be the second person I need to do my name change, but I need to have known them for at […]
First of all, I just want to say that I woke up this morning and realized I looked like a teenaged boy without makeup on and that made me really happy for some reason. I enjoy that. I like wearing makeup because it covers my acne and I feel naked without it. But I’m starting […]
So, I ran across a thing earlier on Reddit. This thing. And legit, it made me cry a bit. It helped put into words some of my experiences and what I feel and stuff. It really got me thinking, too, about why my mum might not be so nice to me about it and why she’s […]
I was a panda today. I had fun being a panda. I’ve been getting so little sleep lately that I just crashed when I got home. I’m about to watch The Nightmare Before Christmas. It’s the last movie on my 31 movie list for October. I’m so excited I actually managed to get through the […]
the sarcastic autist 