I’m doing poorly, but not as poorly as I could be, so there’s that. I was at Big Blue Box Store earlier and there was a guy from Internet Company X who was doing sales. Which is fine, legit, but he got way too close to me. He made me uncomfortable. Then he called me ‘she’. I said to him “oh, I’m not a girl”. He looked at me and said that he was confused. I nodded and said I had to go find my mum and finish shopping. I just… It made me anxious and afraid and sad. Anxious and afraid because dude was standing way too close and I was fighting flashbacks of various situations where people got that close and copped a feel or kissed me and also because I don’t normally correct strangers when they misgender me. Sad because I know I sound and look like a girl. I don’t like it. That makes me sad.
I’ve also been fighting a migraine for 2 weeks. Well, technically, it’s only a week and a half, but still. I ended up leaving DBT early Wednesday because it got so bad. I think it’s finally starting to go away. I did end up missing my friend Luffy’s annual birthday bash and I feel bad.
There’s more I wanted to post, but I’m kinda tired and want to go to bed. Thank you for listening.
-The Sarcastic Autist