Brother, Charon, Pride

Brother and his spouse and child have been here since Thursday.  There’s been a few hiccups, but nothing major.  I went to Pride on Saturday for the first time.  It was fun.  I had therapy with Charon today.  Not so fun.  I’m pretty shut down for things. With Charon, it’s just… I don’t want to […]

Therapy and Feeling Like…

Charon and I talked for a few minutes this morning before group.  She said the therapist she recommended doesn’t think she’d be a good fit.  I only have to find someone who deals with extensive childhood trauma in autistic queer folx.  I’ve lost weight over the last few weeks because of the stress and shit […]

Oniisan’s ETA: Thursday

My brother is packing his family’s shit up as I type and getting ready to move back here because his brother-in-law is going batshit, apparently.  I don’t like change. I haven’t seen my brother in person for around 7 years ago.  (I don’t remember the last time Okaasan says I saw him.  It’s a blank […]

What A Week

Trigger/Activation Warning:     Alright, it has been a fucking week, let me tell you.  I’m still dealing with the shock from my brother’s declaration that my experiences are/were real and that I’m not crazy.  Adding on to that, I’m graduating DBT soon and I’m unsure if I’m going to be able to keep seeing […]