I got into an argument with my brother yesterday. His kid was crying for whatever reason and being fussy and I heard Oniisan and Sister-in-law arguing with Nephew and then I heard what sounded like a smack and heavier crying. It set me off. I cried a bit because I was scared. When Oniisan left […]
Okay, so I said I’d come up with some goals/things I wanted to work on in therapy and that I was going to label it “Therapy Quests” and I did. I’ve come up with a few. The Quests Quest One: I want to feel valued and loved. I want to stop feeling like I don’t […]
Greetings, dear beloved readers! I had a long day. I met with my ARMHS worker this morning and then I had to clean my room so the people could come in and paint and then I had my briefing appointment for a Section 8 housing voucher. I’m feeling a lot less sad and emotional from […]
I had my last DBT group today. Everyone said such nice things about me. I gave Charon the letter I wrote to her and I gave her this joke shaker thingy full of jokes for her. I asked if she would accept old Chaz and she said yes. So now Charon has old Chaz. I […]
I wrote Charon’s goodbye/thank you letter and finished her gift. She said she’s not allowed to accept gifts and I told her that she can toss it after I give it to her if she wants, I wanted to give her it. Not gonna lie, I cried a bit writing the letter. I’ll miss seeing […]
I may only be on my third Mike’s but I’m feeling it. I’m working on my review of Charon but I’m not going to post it until I look it over sober. And yes, if I was one of my friends, I would express concern over my drinking. It’s the only way I sleep for […]
Okay, this is going to sound petty as fuck, but I’m really disappointed. We were going to have spaghetti tonight so I was going to have spaghetti tacos since I hate regular spaghetti and my brother said he’d pick up some spaghetti noodles for me from the store. I wasn’t told he was leaving and […]
Heads up, I may be a little drunk and may have been drinking a bit every day since last Wednesday. Had therapy today. I’m gonna miss Charon as a therapist, but honestly, I feel like it’s time for me to move on to someone else. It’s okay. Hopefully someone I can communicate a little better […]
the sarcastic autist 