So, I’ve been undergoing testing for ADHD. I’ll get results on this coming Tuesday. I was on Strattera at the beginning of the semester, back in August, and I was doing really well on it. It gave me horrible migraines and I was in bed with them 2-3 times a week, minimum. I went from getting A’s and B’s in my classes to getting C’s D’s and an F. I just got my grades back and I got an A in Art and a B in Chemistry. Honestly, those aren’t bad grades. I would have done better in Chem if I hadn’t gone off the Strattera midterm.
I’ve been struggling with memory. It’s December and the last few months have been so hazy. I just had my 1 year anniversary with my girlfriend, Amazon, and she’s amazing. I got a new cat that I’ll call Evil here, because she is a she-demon straight from the depths of hell. I’ve been working on losing the Covid weight. I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to get the vaccine or not. I’m high-risk, so I’ll have to see.
My mum is still not dead. My brother saw her a bit ago and said she seems to be doing so much better. We think it’s because she lost so much weight when she was sick. She weighs less than she has ever in our entire lives. She’s bought me and Amazon World of Warcraft memberships for Xmas. It’s pretty cool.
I had my consult for Top Surgery back in the beginning of August. I do not like that surgeon, I felt like she steamrolled over anything I had to say or any questions regarding what I wanted. To be clear, I want my teeter totters chopped off, just not by that lady. I look forward to being able to get them off. To be flat chested is a life-long goal of mine. I love the idea of not wearing a binder anymore. Especially since my asthma been wonky as fuck.
I’m going to be proposing to Amazon on Pi Day, March 14th. She calls me her Pecan Pie, so that’s why. I’ve chosen a ring and everything. I’m going to get it in February so I can make sure it fits. Amazon has supported me throughout school, throughout various therapy things, has been very understanding of the PTSD and Autism and the maybe ADHD and anxiety and everything. She and I have been raising rats since the beginning of the year, although it’s mostly her and she’s started breeding them. We have a few dozen little ratty babies and she has a rattery going too. I’m very proud of her.
I have more and I’ll try to update soon. Probably Tuesday after my appointment. I’ve been very stressed lately.
-The Sarcastic Autist