So, I’ve been undergoing testing for ADHD. I’ll get results on this coming Tuesday. I was on Strattera at the beginning of the semester, back in August, and I was doing really well on it. It gave me horrible migraines and I was in bed with them 2-3 times a week, minimum. I went from […]
There’s a lot been going on in my life. I live in the city where George Floyd was murdered. The riots were less than 2 miles from my home. I had to relocate due to the smoke and debris in the air and the white supremacists going around. I’ve been staying with my girlfriend, for […]
I don’t even remember the last time I posted. I’ve been going through so much shit lately. I asked for some Ativan for my panic attacks and got some. I have been having a lot of panic and anxiety attacks lately. My mum was sent to the hospital a week after Thanksgiving and she apparently […]
Hisashiburi, mina! I’m still settling into the apartment. The cat is with me. I am still seeing that new therapist that I haven’t come up with a name yet for. I’m going to be trying to start HRT again. There’s a protest in the new city I’m in that I want to go to. I […]
Okay, folx, settle in, you’re in for a ride. So much has happened since I last updated. I’ve moved, my mum came home from rehab and then went back to the hospital and then back home, I had a Pathfinder convention, I made new friends, and I’ve been steadily getting worse with certain aspects of […]
I haven’t written in a while because life has been so hectic and I’ve been dealing with a shit ton of stress. My mum has been in a rehab facility for a few weeks now. She has kidney stones again. When they did the procedure to blast one of her kidneys, it fucked up her […]
I’d been wanting to wait to post until I got an update regarding housing stuff, but there seems to be a delay with the background check or something. I’ve been having a hell of a time and decided to update despite that. I’m going to continue seeing that new therapist. I’m going to have to […]
Okay, so I said I’d come up with some goals/things I wanted to work on in therapy and that I was going to label it “Therapy Quests” and I did. I’ve come up with a few. The Quests Quest One: I want to feel valued and loved. I want to stop feeling like I don’t […]
Greetings, dear beloved readers! I had a long day. I met with my ARMHS worker this morning and then I had to clean my room so the people could come in and paint and then I had my briefing appointment for a Section 8 housing voucher. I’m feeling a lot less sad and emotional from […]
I had my last DBT group today. Everyone said such nice things about me. I gave Charon the letter I wrote to her and I gave her this joke shaker thingy full of jokes for her. I asked if she would accept old Chaz and she said yes. So now Charon has old Chaz. I […]
the sarcastic autist 