Stressed AF

I haven’t written in a while because life has been so hectic and I’ve been dealing with a shit ton of stress. My mum has been in a rehab facility for a few weeks now.  She has kidney stones again.  When they did the procedure to blast one of her kidneys, it fucked up her […]

Heads up, I may be a little drunk and may have been drinking a bit every day since last Wednesday. Had therapy today.  I’m gonna miss Charon as a therapist, but honestly, I feel like it’s time for me to move on to someone else.  It’s okay.  Hopefully someone I can communicate a little better […]

Brother, Charon, Pride

Brother and his spouse and child have been here since Thursday.  There’s been a few hiccups, but nothing major.  I went to Pride on Saturday for the first time.  It was fun.  I had therapy with Charon today.  Not so fun.  I’m pretty shut down for things. With Charon, it’s just… I don’t want to […]

Therapy and Feeling Like…

Charon and I talked for a few minutes this morning before group.  She said the therapist she recommended doesn’t think she’d be a good fit.  I only have to find someone who deals with extensive childhood trauma in autistic queer folx.  I’ve lost weight over the last few weeks because of the stress and shit […]

Oniisan’s ETA: Thursday

My brother is packing his family’s shit up as I type and getting ready to move back here because his brother-in-law is going batshit, apparently.  I don’t like change. I haven’t seen my brother in person for around 7 years ago.  (I don’t remember the last time Okaasan says I saw him.  It’s a blank […]