I’d been wanting to wait to post until I got an update regarding housing stuff, but there seems to be a delay with the background check or something. I’ve been having a hell of a time and decided to update despite that. I’m going to continue seeing that new therapist. I’m going to have to […]
I’m feeling overwhelmed and I have been fighting the urge to cut for a while now. I had a talk with Charon the other day and it turns out that I was misunderstanding something she was telling me, so now we have that out of the way and can continue to move forward. I’m feeling […]
I just finished reading Will and Spirit. It’s a good read. It goes on about willingness vs willfulness and unity and dualism. It’s a bit of a Christian read but it has a lot of other references too. There are a lot of spelling and grammar errors. Good read though. Something hit me earlier that made […]
Okay, so I’ve been in a lot of pain again today, but I figured I might as well come on and give a real report since I don’t think I’ve done that in a few days and I know I have a couple of comments to reply to. Pain sucks. I just want to say […]
It’s been a while since I actually sat down and tried to type up a post. It probably won’t be a long one since I’m distracted. I still don’t know what I’m going to do in terms the hysterectomy. I talked to my hormone doctor yesterday and she is going to have a guy call […]
Tomorrow is the anniversary. I don’t know how I’m feeling except bad. And I feel bad that I feel bad. I’m just trying not to think about it much. I have Dungeons and Dragons and I have to do laundry and I’m going to do my best not to let it run my day. I […]
I hope you all had a chance to vote this election! Getting out and voting is important if you are legally allowed to vote (in other words, not a felon). I did an absentee ballot and found that was easier because I was able to take my time and do research on who I wanted […]
I had my anniversary with my godmother today. She’s a very judgemental person. I went to church with her and then we went to a mexican restaurant and then we wandered around a mall for a bit. The church was one of those healing churches. You know, the loud ones where people go to get […]
My mum had a surgery today for her kidney stones and she didn’t come home because she wasn’t getting stabilized with oxygen and stuff. She should be home tomorrow. I slept for a long time. It was nice. I forgot to take a couple of my meds last night, but since I don’t get withdrawals […]
When I was at a coffee shop I frequent a few weeks ago, a man started chatting with me. My parents’ divorce came up and my dad’s subsequent disowning of me. When the guy asked me why, I told him it was because I am gay and that my dad said a lot of really […]
the sarcastic autist 