Okay, so, I spent the night at Sweet Pea’s house on Saturday and today is Monday, so I really just been busy. This won’t be as long as the other post I just made and I’ll be elaborating more tomorrow since I’m still tired. We DTRed tonight at my request. I’m okay with poly relationships […]
Hey everyone, I’m not dead. I’ve just had a helluva week. I haven’t posted in a week. So, let’s break this down. Heads up, I talk about sex stuff later in my post and my post is super long. And by sex stuff, I don’t go into sordid details, but I do talk about sex […]
So, I ran across a thing earlier on Reddit. This thing. And legit, it made me cry a bit. It helped put into words some of my experiences and what I feel and stuff. It really got me thinking, too, about why my mum might not be so nice to me about it and why she’s […]
Oh man, I feel like I had another long day. I woke up a bit later than I meant to, but I got some more much needed sleep so it was okay. I had to go pay rent and give the management people a copy of the cat’s vaccinations list. I actually studied this morning […]
So, something Charon said in our session Monday really bothered me. It’s still bothering me. She said she wants to fix all my problems so I can ‘Build a Life Worth Living’. As in, help me fix my problems so I can better deal with life and be able to actually fully participate in it. […]
One of my goals is to write more posts here. Writing really helps me process and it makes me feel better. It helps even more knowing that so many of you care and follow my progress and regress and all that. You are all lovely little sparkles. Keep shining. I had my first appointment yesterday […]
It is Fuck o’clock in the morning and I can’t sleep. My brain won’t turn off and I feel sick to my stomach. I had my first meeting with my therapist in the new place and, even though I don’t like change, I like this new place better. I feel more comfortable and at […]
I know, I’m getting to be real terrible about blogging regularly again. I had put myself into stagnation because I was breaking apart. So much change. So many new things starting and old things stopping and new growth opportunities and places to finally bury my past. Anyway. Part of my Autism is having problems communicating […]
Charon is sick today. Which means no therapy today. However, that doesn’t mean I can skip out on blogging because I’m trying to get back into the habit of it. I got real slack about everything for a few months. I had gotten depressed. No matter, I’m here now and that’s what counts, right? Let’s […]
Yesterday was very sick day. I am not so sick today. A little sick, but am feeling much better. Yoshi, ikzou. I’m slowly getting back into the swing of things. It’s going to take me a bit, but I’m going to do it. My motto this year is “Make the Attempt”. And it’s not a […]
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