Stressed AF

I haven’t written in a while because life has been so hectic and I’ve been dealing with a shit ton of stress. My mum has been in a rehab facility for a few weeks now.  She has kidney stones again.  When they did the procedure to blast one of her kidneys, it fucked up her […]

Daddy Issues™ Part One (tw)

Okay, so I sleep better wearing lots of clothes again.  Especially a bra, which I know you aren’t supposed to do.  Let’s explore why. (Trigger Warning for childhood abuse) To start with, what I’m about to write is something I’m kind of hesitant to post.  I just need to get it out there.  I’m struggling […]

Inner World

I’m not feeling great today.  I haven’t been sleeping well because of nightmares and just being afraid of sleep. The reason for today’s post is because I think I broke my mind Tuesday.  I was replaying a conversation I had with my therapist Charon because I was feeling a bit gaslit by something and wanted […]

The Flashlight

Today was the first day I got to watch my godmother’s dogs.  It was okay.  I’m itchy.  Surprisingly, I only got anxious thinking about someone stealing my bike.  Not about someone potentially breaking in and raping and/or murdering me.  So I’m going to chalk that up as a win. I’ve been having a hard time […]