Okay, so I said I’d come up with some goals/things I wanted to work on in therapy and that I was going to label it “Therapy Quests” and I did. I’ve come up with a few. The Quests Quest One: I want to feel valued and loved. I want to stop feeling like I don’t […]
I realize I haven’t posted in a bit. I’ve had a lot going on. My grandma went into the hospital last week and got transferred to transitional care this week. I’ve been really bad about ‘making space’ for myself to let myself feel what I feel. I started going to that trans masc support group […]
Sleep is a myth perpetuated by Big Pharma and the makers of Melatonin. I had panic attacks yesterday. Yes, plural. So, shit is actually getting pretty bad and I should really talk to Charon about it. Every night is nightmares/night terrors. I wake up sweating and/or shaking half the time. This is getting bad. I […]
I’m not feeling great today. I haven’t been sleeping well because of nightmares and just being afraid of sleep. The reason for today’s post is because I think I broke my mind Tuesday. I was replaying a conversation I had with my therapist Charon because I was feeling a bit gaslit by something and wanted […]
Got my binder yesterday, yay! I’m so excited! I’m wearing it right now. When I wear it and I look down and don’t see boobs, I’m so happy. It’s a bit weird because I don’t want to be a dude 24/7 and I don’t want to be a girl either. I just want to be […]
the sarcastic autist 