So, I’ve been undergoing testing for ADHD. I’ll get results on this coming Tuesday. I was on Strattera at the beginning of the semester, back in August, and I was doing really well on it. It gave me horrible migraines and I was in bed with them 2-3 times a week, minimum. I went from […]
There’s a lot been going on in my life. I live in the city where George Floyd was murdered. The riots were less than 2 miles from my home. I had to relocate due to the smoke and debris in the air and the white supremacists going around. I’ve been staying with my girlfriend, for […]
I don’t even remember the last time I posted. I’ve been going through so much shit lately. I asked for some Ativan for my panic attacks and got some. I have been having a lot of panic and anxiety attacks lately. My mum was sent to the hospital a week after Thanksgiving and she apparently […]
Hey all, sorry I’ve been MIA. I’ve been really struggling lately. Half the time I feel like I’m in some sort of weird dream state, the other half I’m just so depressed I can barely do anything. I’ve been dealing with a lot of urges to cut. I haven’t, though. The urge is there. Honestly, […]
Okay, folx, settle in, you’re in for a ride. So much has happened since I last updated. I’ve moved, my mum came home from rehab and then went back to the hospital and then back home, I had a Pathfinder convention, I made new friends, and I’ve been steadily getting worse with certain aspects of […]
I’d been wanting to wait to post until I got an update regarding housing stuff, but there seems to be a delay with the background check or something. I’ve been having a hell of a time and decided to update despite that. I’m going to continue seeing that new therapist. I’m going to have to […]
Okay, this is going to sound petty as fuck, but I’m really disappointed. We were going to have spaghetti tonight so I was going to have spaghetti tacos since I hate regular spaghetti and my brother said he’d pick up some spaghetti noodles for me from the store. I wasn’t told he was leaving and […]
Brother and his spouse and child have been here since Thursday. There’s been a few hiccups, but nothing major. I went to Pride on Saturday for the first time. It was fun. I had therapy with Charon today. Not so fun. I’m pretty shut down for things. With Charon, it’s just… I don’t want to […]
Charon is out of the office this week and I promised I would text her if I absolutely needed to. Any time I think to text her, I start feeling anxious because I don’t want to bother her. Even though she said I could bother her. She is encouraging me to bother her. I am […]
Had Charon today. I’m trying to do some Exposure Therapy stuff on my own with going to the Red Box Store that gives me flashbacks and shit and ended up being a bit late because I went to Red Box Store beforehand and missed the tram. Something that’s bothering me about Charon right now is […]
the sarcastic autist 