I am on the verge of either a shut down or a melt down. The jury is still out. I’ve been up since 3 am and it is now almost 8 pm. My keyboard stopped working so I have to use one of my mum’s old one’s and it’s gross and I hate it. I […]
Wow, 50 followers! Thank you so much guys! I am so happy. I had PT earlier today and I slept like shit again. I also had a smallish accident with peeing myself a bit earlier. I’ve been trying to pay attention to when I need to go and not go as often and I just […]
So, I left group early today. We had to switch to a new room on the third floor. It smelled of new paint. It also was too bright and too loud and I had an overload and left early to avoid a meltdown. As it is, I started crying and I was spazzing/stimming real bad. […]
I’ll do replies tomorrow. Tonight, I just need to vent. I’ve been up since 8 this morning. Keeping in mind that, despite my computer being off by midnight, despite my best efforts, I cannot fall asleep well, nor can I stay asleep well. The best sleep I’ve ever had was with heavy blankets but I […]
Hello, my lovelies. I am so terribly sorry that there was no post yesterday. I ended up having a shut down after we went to Bad Big Blue Box Retailer and the new grocer’s that opened up that has my vegan cheese and isn’t an hour away. I went completely nonverbal and shook my keys […]
Greetings, my friends! I am feeling a lot better physically now! I slept a lot and drank tons of water. What really helped was eating a bag of pretzels this morning and drinking some juice. I keep forgetting to make sure my blood sugar is in check. It’s a pain in the butt but I gotta […]
Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again, my cyber-brothers and cyber-sisters. Tomorrow is the day I finally start to get this retesting thing going. Why retesting? Because maybe I’m not really Autistic and you are all figments of some grand paranoid delusion starring other mentally ill persons and a very needy cat. Or, […]
Hey guys, before I dive into today’s post, I just wanted to let you know that I’m building an additional page for resources. So far, I just have a lot of crisis and suicide hot lines, apps, and texting places. I’ll be adding more awesome stuff for you awesome folks later. We now return to […]
Oh. My. Various. Heathen. Gods. Guten Tag, my friends! Today, I just felt like shit. I woke up in a foul mood, and it didn’t improve as the day went on. I’m still in a pretty dark ‘fuck you and fuck that rock and fuck that tree and fuck the state of political affairs in […]
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