Brother and his spouse and child have been here since Thursday. There’s been a few hiccups, but nothing major. I went to Pride on Saturday for the first time. It was fun. I had therapy with Charon today. Not so fun. I’m pretty shut down for things. With Charon, it’s just… I don’t want to […]
My brother is packing his family’s shit up as I type and getting ready to move back here because his brother-in-law is going batshit, apparently. I don’t like change. I haven’t seen my brother in person for around 7 years ago. (I don’t remember the last time Okaasan says I saw him. It’s a blank […]
When I had therapy with Cybele the other day, she made me feel the most validated I have in a long while. I told her about how I feel like the most masculine presenting person in one of my trans support groups where there’s mostly trans femme and trans women, whereas in the trans masc/trans […]
I’m doing poorly, but not as poorly as I could be, so there’s that. I was at Big Blue Box Store earlier and there was a guy from Internet Company X who was doing sales. Which is fine, legit, but he got way too close to me. He made me uncomfortable. Then he called me […]
I realize I haven’t posted in a bit. I’ve had a lot going on. My grandma went into the hospital last week and got transferred to transitional care this week. I’ve been really bad about ‘making space’ for myself to let myself feel what I feel. I started going to that trans masc support group […]
I had my first meeting at the LGBT DBT group yesterday. Let me tell you, it was surreal being in room where I wasn’t the minority. I enjoyed being with people who I didn’t feel like I had to put a front on for. A lot of times, I feel like I have to act […]
I had name change court Tuesday, the 15th. I have officially changed my name. My mum was going to drive me to the Social Security office so I can change it with them, but it’s been cold and we are lazy. And also very sensitive to the cold. We are planning on going Tuesday, as […]
Okay, so, I spent the night at Sweet Pea’s house on Saturday and today is Monday, so I really just been busy. This won’t be as long as the other post I just made and I’ll be elaborating more tomorrow since I’m still tired. We DTRed tonight at my request. I’m okay with poly relationships […]
Hey everyone, I’m not dead. I’ve just had a helluva week. I haven’t posted in a week. So, let’s break this down. Heads up, I talk about sex stuff later in my post and my post is super long. And by sex stuff, I don’t go into sordid details, but I do talk about sex […]
Okay, so I’ve been in a lot of pain again today, but I figured I might as well come on and give a real report since I don’t think I’ve done that in a few days and I know I have a couple of comments to reply to. Pain sucks. I just want to say […]
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