Hello, friends! Wow, has it been a rollercoaster ride these last few weeks. I’m having a really hard time with my depression and PTSD/CPTSD/whatever the fuck is wrong with me lately and have been doing the bare minimum lately. In addition, I have cramps right now and I don’t even have a uterus, so this […]
Charon is out of the office this week and I promised I would text her if I absolutely needed to. Any time I think to text her, I start feeling anxious because I don’t want to bother her. Even though she said I could bother her. She is encouraging me to bother her. I am […]
I’m doing poorly, but not as poorly as I could be, so there’s that. I was at Big Blue Box Store earlier and there was a guy from Internet Company X who was doing sales. Which is fine, legit, but he got way too close to me. He made me uncomfortable. Then he called me […]
I realize I haven’t posted in a bit. I’ve had a lot going on. My grandma went into the hospital last week and got transferred to transitional care this week. I’ve been really bad about ‘making space’ for myself to let myself feel what I feel. I started going to that trans masc support group […]
I had my first meeting at the LGBT DBT group yesterday. Let me tell you, it was surreal being in room where I wasn’t the minority. I enjoyed being with people who I didn’t feel like I had to put a front on for. A lot of times, I feel like I have to act […]
I had name change court Tuesday, the 15th. I have officially changed my name. My mum was going to drive me to the Social Security office so I can change it with them, but it’s been cold and we are lazy. And also very sensitive to the cold. We are planning on going Tuesday, as […]
Okay, so, I spent the night at Sweet Pea’s house on Saturday and today is Monday, so I really just been busy. This won’t be as long as the other post I just made and I’ll be elaborating more tomorrow since I’m still tired. We DTRed tonight at my request. I’m okay with poly relationships […]
Hey everyone, I’m not dead. I’ve just had a helluva week. I haven’t posted in a week. So, let’s break this down. Heads up, I talk about sex stuff later in my post and my post is super long. And by sex stuff, I don’t go into sordid details, but I do talk about sex […]
the sarcastic autist 