Mother. Fucking. Drop. Bears. Let’s recap: Drop Bears are these koala looking mother fuckers who live in Australia. They are vicious shits, big as a jaguar (the car or the animal, it depends on who you ask). They kill you by dropping out of trees onto you. They’ll eat your friggin face off. Legit, why […]
I’ll remind you all that the point of this is to figure out where to go next in therapy. I’m trying to find a couple more things to do in Exposure Therapy. What memories are the most vivid, the most traumatic, the ones that give me the most nightmares? So far, most of my […]
I’ve been sick. So very stupidly sick. I guess maybe sick isn’t the right word, but I’ve been having a rough go of it lately. Allergies are terrible. I’m finally getting the worst of the symptoms to go away, but just barely. Asthma is horrid too. Surprisingly, I started a corticosteroid inhaler despite the reactions […]
Okay, honestly, I’ve had an emotional roller coaster of a day and don’t feel like talking about it quite yet. I’m going to be calling Kuma-chan after I brush my teeth here in a minute. I gave all 3 of those blog post print-outs to Charon but we only managed to sort of talk about […]
Hello, again, dear reader! I didn’t get to go to church today but I did get to sleep in late. I got so happy I wanted to cry because I have an actual ass and that weird hump thing I had is gone and I’m slimmer than I’ve been in years. Also, I made delicious […]
Hello and good evening! I had a post partially typed out last night but went to bed without publishing it. I read it today and just tossed it because it was a lot of nonsensical tired ramblings. I made chili and enchiladas today for Meal Prep. I also slept for a long ass time and […]
I know it’s only midday, but I have to get this out there. My uncle called me a minority the other day. It made me feel like I was gross, like I was a ‘less than’. And, honestly, even though I know I’m not a ‘typical cis-gendered heterosexual neurotypical’ person, I never really considered myself […]
I’ve been in a particularly bad spot this year. Normally I’d have done drugs or cut or engaged in some eating disorder behavior or drunk myself into oblivion. I’m trying to be effective, or at least trying not to be ineffective. It’s hard. It’s been so hard to sit and keep my mind off things […]
Greetings, my friends! I got new shoes today. They have the ankle support that I’m supposed to have. I don’t walk 100% normal, although you couldn’t tell unless you were a specialist. I also tend to stand on my ankles a lot and that tends to be bad too, according to the podiatrist. So, in […]
Hello, my friends! I got sick this morning but I’m feeling better now. I finally finished writing out that letter for Charon. I also finished reading The Gifts of Imperfection. I’m sore as all hell from my PT stuff and my body looks bruised. I’m going to have to remember to let my physical therapist […]
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