shut down/melt down

I am on the verge of either a shut down or a melt down.  The jury is still out.  I’ve been up since 3 am and it is now almost 8 pm.  My keyboard stopped working so I have to use one of my mum’s old one’s and it’s gross and I hate it.  I couldn’t find any decent shoes I liked.  There were 2 new people in group and I was not prepared for that.  I got a call from my godmother and I’m a fucking idiot and said sure, I’ll go to your weird church.  So that’s going to happen.

And no one has registered for the book club yet even though they said there were going to.

-The sarcastic autist