My maternal grandmother died a few weeks back. She wasn’t the nicest person, to put it politely, but she was my grandmother. I ended up not being able to make the funeral, although I regret not being able to. I think maybe I will make plans to go see her grave. I did end up […]
Long time no write. So much shit has been going on. I’m working on a longer post for later, but I wanted to let you all know I’m not dead. -The Sarcastic Autist
I don’t even remember the last time I posted. I’ve been going through so much shit lately. I asked for some Ativan for my panic attacks and got some. I have been having a lot of panic and anxiety attacks lately. My mum was sent to the hospital a week after Thanksgiving and she apparently […]
I wrote Charon’s goodbye/thank you letter and finished her gift. She said she’s not allowed to accept gifts and I told her that she can toss it after I give it to her if she wants, I wanted to give her it. Not gonna lie, I cried a bit writing the letter. I’ll miss seeing […]
I may only be on my third Mike’s but I’m feeling it. I’m working on my review of Charon but I’m not going to post it until I look it over sober. And yes, if I was one of my friends, I would express concern over my drinking. It’s the only way I sleep for […]
Okay, I had DBT group today, again the LGBT one, and again, I didn’t hate it. I like the people. I ran into the issue of getting anxious and wanting to leave. My heart rate went from it’s normal 50-70 range to 130 at one point. I spent the better half of group focusing on […]
I’ll post a real thing tomorrow, probably, but I had to update. My mum and I got fender bender on the ice the other day. The other driver hit us after we had spun out. We spun out and then they fishtailed into us. No one was injured but we were all a little traumatised. […]
I have been in an immense amount of pain as of late. I’ve decided to go ahead and get the hysterectomy, but keep my ovary because I enjoy not being in menapause yet. I have court for the name change coming soon, too. I feel poorly so I’m gonna go back to my book. Wanted […]
My computer is being a pain in the ass so I can’t do the update I was planning on. Doing this from mobile. I skipped group today because I’ve been in a piss poor mood and didnt want to subject anyone there to it. And I’m still upset with Charon. I hung out with Taha […]
I called and cancelled going to group tomorrow because I’m in such a piss poor mood and I don’t feel like dealing with them. I’m mad at Charon for a stupid reason. My mum and I have been arguing a lot the past few days because I have zero chill for her bullshit right now. […]
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